It’s rare but thought I would just post in my current state of unease, whiny and in desperate-need-of-love kind of mood. Because I’m really uneasy, nervous, scared and anxious.
Moving into a new environment causes a desire in me to grab onto an anchor of the past be it people or physical items. I miss gossiping with Ryandall and his stupid grouchy rants, and accompanying Jeremy on his smoke breaks to talk about nothing. I miss the Sports and SL teams shouting over each and their exceedingly loud laughter. I miss Jane’s warmth and maternal presence. I miss trying to spot Jimmy in his cubicle that he has successfully paneled up.
Everything here is new and overwhelming.